One day y toda una vida.

They come and go

I did not care.

Did I feel?

I felt much more for a hidden verse

They come and go

I smiled away.

Was it love?

I loved much more some words I’ve read.

And happiness?

A finished book seemed timeless.

Was I alone?

I was infatuated to the most.

Light in my eyes, hope in my heart

was not afraid to feel at all!

Once again,

all the emptiness had gone

be it for a a day, a night, a month

I did not care;

I understood. 

Who cares if I win or I lose?

I was free again

clarity returned

I knew my answer to the world

and I did not care at all.  

The rapid pulse

the painful wait

untruthful desire

malignant fate

rejected together

as the unfolded quest

search for allusion

of the purest test

conquering battles

of words and of sense

colliding  together

as delusion itself

nonsensical seconds

fire within flesh

together united

pleasure and pain

explode within veins

the arterian nest

escaping free 

from cruel consent

past and present

as congruent fates

present together

to this human flesh

and old becomes new

while innocence breaks

-To regain ones youth

repeat the old mistake.-

I know, I know

you are so close I can feel your breath

your pulse going stronger

I don’t know if I can hold it any longer…

I know, I know

it’s not me

it’s not you

but I can taste you with the tip of my tongue

what a devil!

such a saint!

Who told me I would fall for your spell?

I know, I know

you are not here

 I am not there

its all doomed to fail

oh but you feel so great!

I know, I know

you are not mine

and I am only for myself

but not having you

makes my love more intense…

I know, I know

cruel nature

irrational vein

that passion unveils

yes

I KNOW, I know!

if I would have you

I wouldnt want you..

oh, but who cares?

Consuming this love

will only bring it to the end.

Forget me

ignore me

I will not bother

I will not exist

Attempt it!

try harder

‘till u erase every single thing

hate me,

condemn me

I will not excuse myself

I’ve hurt you

I’ve lied 

I’ve failed more than one time

So hate me!

Ignore me!

Hurt me

and punish me for my fault

I tell you

I ve heard you

crying for me at night

So leave me

and forget me

pretend I was never alive!

just let me tell you

just for a second

that I loved you 

more than what you could realize